April 2012
1 post
Jesus Christ I'm not scared to die..
but I’m a little bit scared of what comes after.
Do I get the gold chariot, do I float through the ceiling?
December 2011
1 post
Merry Christmas
It’s funny. I’ve been doing well these last months. Truly, I’m better than I’ve been since, well, back then. But these holidays have been terrible. I keep thinking about the little drool spots you’d have when I woke you up in the morning, like Christmas last year. I’m not going to show this to you, but I hope you find it. And I hope you believe me when I say, I...
June 2011
13 posts
30 minutes >.>
phew.
blahblahblahhhhhh
This girls been venting to me for like 20 minutessss
-______________________-
Everything I loved
became everything I lost.
I’ve said it ONCE
I’ve said it TWICE
I’ve said it a THOUSAND FUCKING TIMES.
I’m okay, I’m fine, it’s all just in my mind.
Last night was a blast!
The new panic! music sucksss, but they played Camisado, I write sins not tragedies, and a couple of other golden oldies so it was definitely worth it:] Especially since it was free haha.
Busy busy night ahead I think, I’m supposed to see like 7 different people at the same time >.< here we go!
When all we know is falling I’ll save something for you you who are all alone....
Panic! at the Disco
Is one of those bands that you are kinda meh about going to see live.
Then you find out that your friend is taking you.
And you’re like…
OMGWTFBBQ LET’S DO THIS SHIZZZ.
I’ve been waiting for this since 9th grade, it’s on!
Pissed.
Wells fargo has deemed my check unworthy. They put a hold on it until the 23rd. Why? “We detect a risky history of checks that may have bounced”… uhm… wtf? I’ve never bounced a check. Never. I called the bank and they say “Well it looks like your account is in great standing, I have no idea why it would do that, but we can’t check until...
This is the grace only we can bestow
This is the price you pay for loss of control
This is the break in the plan
This is the closest of calls
This is the reason you’re alone
This is the rise, and the fall.
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We've been here far too long
And everything’s gone wrong.
So just say goodbye, and show some bravery.
Just say goodbye.. try not to make a scene..
I feel like that song pretty much defines the last several months. Saying goodbye to all the people I can’t live without.
And this is where it leaves me.
Jesus Christ I'm not scared of death, I'm a little...
Do I get the gold chariot? Do I float through the ceiling?
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust, but I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up.
The only thing holding me together right now is God. And I never thought I’d say that.. but last weekend saved my life. I’ve sinned so much that I would have thought I deserve...
February 2011
1 post
You made me what I am. Don’t you understand that? I’m a different person than I was before you. I’d rather die than go back there. When you leave, you take everything I am, everything I have, with you. You are my heart, whether you like it or both.
December 2010
2 posts
I find it strange that you claim I’m clingy and it bothers you, yet I go to a movie and all of a sudden I’m not worth talking to. It’s fucked up and it really hurts that I’m not expected to have a life while you can do whatever and talk to as many guys as you want. Why am I the bad guy here? Because I usually put up with it you just take it for granted that it’s okay...
Don’t you understand that I’m the man you dream about? I’m the guy in the movie that falls head over heels for the girl and gives her everything she dreams of. Im the one that jumps in front of the bus to push you to safety. I’m the one that gets mad and starts fights just so you’ll open up and tell me what you’re really feeling. I’ll do anything to make...
November 2010
1 post
I’ll leave but you’ll wish I stayed. You’ll regret all the things you said to me..
When you’re expecting the world to fall into your lap, it’s really easy to dismiss what you already have as insufficient. Wait too long and you’ll end up with nothing. Don’t be that girl that ends up alone because the guy who would die for you doesn’t look like Jake...
October 2010
46 posts
“I admit that I fucking hate your bows. I fucking hate your hair. I fucking love your eyes. I fucking hate that you text derek at 1:30 in the fucking morning.” -Nicole. Hahahaha
I never knew that lying came so natural to you.
Experience is pulling the right answers from your memories. Wisdom is pulling them from your ass.
I have a Mexican diaper rash. His name is ***** *****… >.>
I know none of the people that I want to say this to follow me but that’s okay.
FUCK OFF.
Jesus Christ, just go the fuck away, nothing good will come of your interference.
That’s all, goodnight.
I love the way she rideeeeeee itttttt.
;)
Note to self: don’t have sex right after a heavy lunch and right before work. I wanted to take a nap ALL evening :/
LET'S HAVE SOME FUN
cuntpunt:
Thunderstorms could never stop me, cause there’s no one in the world like Emily.
SONNYMOORE<3
This place is a bloodbath, and I wont be taken alive
Right now
We’re just looking for the exit.
I know that you know that I know that you know
I know I said my heart beats for you,
but I was lying, girl..
My heart beats for two.
Cause I’ve got your love, and I’ve got these vices.
Sometimes
You make me want to throw up. That is all.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight. No promises.
Hey, you. Go to hell.
Nothing good can come of trying to change yourself to meet others’ expectations. Now, if you want to hold yourself to a higher standard and let others help you, that’s completely different, and a great way to better yourself. Just keep in mind the reasons for what you do, think, say, believe, and you’ll find yourself much happier than you were before.
ERAM QUOD ES, ERIS QUOD SUM
I believe
That there comes a point in every relationship where things get.. boring. Mundane. You feel like every day just starts to blend into the next. The person you’re with becomes a little less exciting, you begin to run out of interesting things to say. In my experience, and in my observations of others’, I believe this happens at about 1 year, give or take a few months. That’s the...
Don’t go, cause I can’t do this on my own
We’re young and in love,
heart attacks waiting to happen.
So come a little closer,
tell me that it’s all in my head..
We’re young and in love,
heart attacks waiting to happen.
So come a little closer,
tell me those three little words.
Well this could get complicated REAL quick.
POLLI POLLI POLLI POLLI POLLI!!!!
hahahah ;] LOVE YOU PHILIPPPP<3
I’m not trying to steal your friends, or your life, or whatever. They still love you and they want you around. You told me you were grounded and that’s what I told them, so they didn’t ask you. I’m not trying to hurt you :[ I fucking love you, so much. Goodnight.
You make me sick, sometimes.
But I will always love you
Life’s a bitch, isn’t it?
