Carpe Somnium

but I’m a little bit scared of what comes after.

Do I get the gold chariot, do I float through the ceiling?

It’s funny. I’ve been doing well these last months. Truly, I’m better than I’ve been since, well, back then. But these holidays have been terrible. I keep thinking about the little drool spots you’d have when I woke you up in the morning, like Christmas last year. I’m not going to show this to you, but I hope you find it. And I hope you believe me when I say, I truly wish that you are on your path to happiness. And I hope you can understand that you mean the world to me, and that I sincerely regret the way I drove you away.

Good night, and Merry Christmas.

phew. 

This girls been venting to me for like 20 minutessss

-______________________-

became everything I lost.

I’ve said it ONCE

I’ve said it TWICE

I’ve said it a THOUSAND FUCKING TIMES.

I’m okay, I’m fine, it’s all just in my mind.

The new panic! music sucksss, but they played Camisado, I write sins not tragedies, and a couple of other golden oldies so it was definitely worth it:] Especially since it was free haha.

Busy busy night ahead I think, I’m supposed to see like 7 different people at the same time >.< here we go!

When all we know is falling I’ll save something for you you who are all alone.
When everything is beautiful, when everything’s OK. 
Even if it’s not OK I’ll say It’s all for you.

Is one of those bands that you are kinda meh about going to see live.

Then you find out that your friend is taking you.

And you’re like…

OMGWTFBBQ LET’S DO THIS SHIZZZ.

I’ve been waiting for this since 9th grade, it’s on!